Ini saat yang paling buruk dalam hidupku.
Aku merasa jahat, merasa bodoh, merasa tak berguna.
I really need someone to talk, not just for listening me, but someone who knows what i really needs, what i actually feel, what i look like.
I feel like in the deepest sea, that i can't see anything, can't breath.
My life now is really something. I can't find the warm human around me, a human who support, all of them now are just like want to push me to the hell. They scary me. They seem like monsters.
This time is a very new episode, a really new, i've never felt this before.
What's wrong, what's wrong..
God, if this time is your time to punish me, it's like.. you really give a huge attention to me. Tell me that all of these are your plan. It's my honor, thanks for all the punishments, and i really apologize for that :(( .
Tell me that you will give me a better life after this. Tell me that u will erase my sins through this punishment.
God, i miss you ..
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